I know it's absolutely for the best but still feel crappy. She's so bouncy and happy to see everyone at the vet and has no idea that she's in for another painful op and 6-8 weeks confinement. She's such a loving and trusting dog. Had a horrible dream last night that the vet called and said she didn't make it through the surgery. Had to get up in the middle of the night to give her a pat. UWD was snoring and oblivious!