I have realised while I hate Debra from EastEnders so much

[FabBakerGirlIsBack]

She reminds me of my mother.

So does Darrly's mother in Corrie.

[TheChilliMooseSpeaksTheTruth]

Debra was Tracy Beaker's mum too. It seems she is good at abandoning her kids.

[FabBakerGirlIsBack]

Which is probably why she reminds me of my mother.

[TheChilliMooseSpeaksTheTruth]

[FabBakerGirlIsBack]

I found myself thinking about my mother today and remembering a time when we talked and I was so desperate for us to have a close mum and daughter bond. Any bond would have done tbh.

[TheChilliMooseSpeaksTheTruth]

FabBakerGirl it sounds like you missed out

[FabBakerGirlIsBack]

Yeah, I did.

[TheChilliMooseSpeaksTheTruth]

have you had any counselling?

[FabBakerGirlIsBack]

Waiting for some in September but up to now I haven't wanted to talk about it in counselling as then it makes it real.

[TheChilliMooseSpeaksTheTruth]

It'll be hard but it sounds like it is something that you need to confront, when you're ready to.

[FabBakerGirlIsBack]

Realised I put while instead of why. [oops]

Who would have thought a thread in telly addicts would be about counselling.

[TheChilliMooseSpeaksTheTruth]

I was just thinking the same thing

Sometimes TV makes us confront things though.

[FabBakerGirlIsBack]

You are right there.

[alwaysinthekitchen]

i know, why do mothers have to be right cows.