So i was depressed from year 7 to 10 and attempted suicide for the second time in yr 10 but the guilt came and I had to tell so i could go to hospital.I had self harmed and oregeiosuy selfharmed to which they(family)found a suicide letter to a friend n found out I had selfharmed etc I received help but didn't speak up at the hospital that it was my relationship eith family i stayed at a friendsfor 3 months but had to come home my therapist knows even school people and support worker they don't do shit .I've been doat in the face n even when things calm down experience verbal abuse or my mam will my siblings do marijuana and sometimes cocaine and I'm sick of it I hate my friends meeting hem my boyfriend of 10 months has not met them yet and they are so embarrasing the house is scruffy beacause they are all on benedits and still dont havw a job at 21 my mam is disabled and they male her do evrthing treat her terribly but she allows it and in my opiniom has emorinalt negekted me by using emotiond to mske me borroe her money and things whje i didnt wsnt to.I don't know what to do i can't talk to family and act like this are fine but i really don't want to be there its hell and I haven't selfharmed for months but because im not hurting myself over them anymore what can I Do? Please help?I'm 15 and want out?
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