My DD is 18.5, she was the light of my life. I’ve been a single parent since she was 11 and we have been really close. DD came out as gay when she was 16 and had a GF who I welcomed to the family and really liked. However, they only saw each other at school (6th Form) and DD only sees her friends at school too, as they don’t live locally and must of them are very studious and don’t go out much. DD has been very studious and is predicted straight A’s in her A-Levels and we have spent the summer looking at Russel Group Universities, which she has chosen, and we were about to apply.
Since January, DD has started going out with some local young people in our village, which I was pleased about as I thought she was probably quite lonely. On March 15th, DD announces she is no longer gay, she has a boyfriend. I am shocked but pleased for her. Since then, I have not coped well. DD has not spent a single night on her own since March 15th. She mostly sleeps at her BF’s house, but she pushed me into letting him stay at ours last Thursday night, even though I had not met him and I felt reluctant. I noticed that his FB profile says he is in a relationship with another girl, and there is a picture of her wrapped around him. I asked DD about this and she said he has left it because his ex-GF is struggling to come to terms with the break up. DD says she and BF have been seeing each other for 5 weeks, but still the profile is there.
In addition, DD has said she does not want to leave BF to go to University and will either have a gap year (doing voluntary work!) or go to the local University which is considerably less prestigious than the Uni’s she has been looking at. I have told DD that I am disappointed, as I suspect if she has a gap year she won’t actually go to Uni, and I think she is making a mistake.
When BF left in the morning having stayed at our house last Thursday, I introduced myself, shook his hand and he then said “I am in a hurry”.
Yesterday, DD announced he was coming to stay again last night. I then said that I felt 2 nights per week was enough at our house, and that I thought spending every night with him was too much at this stage of the relationship, and DD said it was perfectly normal and everyone does it.
Due to a number of other awful things happening this week, I had a kind of breakdown, and went to my bedroom and cried the whole day. DD came to my room and said “are you OK?”, I said that I felt angry and upset and that I would prefer to stay quietly in my room rather than say things I might regret. She could still have BF round but I would not be around. DD then said “it feels as though you hate me” and I replied that I just felt overwhelmed, I’m worried she is making mistakes with her life but it is her life to do that with. DD then said “I’ll move out, then shall I?” I said “well you have BF now, why don’t you go and move in with him and his family?”
DD said “see you tomorrow, or maybe never again”. We have never had a disagreement like this, and I don’t want to lose her, but I am very unhappy with what she is doing and I don’t really like her BF, though I know I will have to bite my tongue and try and get on with him if DD and I are to stay in each others’ lives. DD could go to her fathers house but he is flakey and always in the pub and won’t really want her. I am worried I am messing up badly here and don’t know what to do.
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TheSacredCow · 26/03/2018 09:05
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