Just need to get this off my chest. DD1 has been self-harming for quite some time, probably 1.5 years, but I only found out about it last term. She doesn't do herself any serious damage, just fairly superficial cuts. She has been seeing a school counsellor for a long time, but this hasn't made much difference. Last term we got a referral to CAMHS. That is not really helping too much either, although on the plus side, she is sometimes going for a couple of weeks without self-harming. She also experiences a lot of suicidal thoughts. She goes into dark moods without any warning or without talking to anyone, when she just doesn't want to be alive. Conversely and confusingly, she doesn't seem obviously depressed and seems cheerful quite a lot of the time.
So recently the therapist she has been seeing at CAMHS has called me up and said she is really worried about her making a suicide attempt and being extra vigilant, locking up medicines etc. She said I must tell school so they can also be vigilant. DD said something to her that made her concerned. So I immediately spoke to my DH about speaking to school, and he didn't want things to be made difficult for DD and her not to be able to take part in the full range of activities that she does. NB this is a boarding school and DD sometimes stays over so the risks and responsibilities of the school are a bit more than if she was just coming home at the end of the school day. DH thinks that the CAMHS therapist is overreacting and is a bit useless.
So he said that when we spoke to school we should water down the message and not mention what the therapist said and just say that we think she needs to be watched a bit as we are worried about her because things have been stressful etc. I could understand that he didn't want to create a fuss, but I felt that her safety was paramount and that school needed to know if she was feeling suicidal. So I basically spoke to school and told them the therapist's concerns and DH is really angry with me for "compromising" her. And of course school are panicking just as you might expect and they are showing signs of not being able to let her stay late or stay over etc. DD is pretty pissed off about the whole thing and doesn't understand what all the fuss is about. And now school want to talk directly to CAMHS. As well as being worried out of my mind, and not sleeping, I also have an angry DH who thinks I am naive and stupid and thinks I have gone against what we agreed and I have made everything worse. Which I did, but my mind was totally scrambled and I just want the best for my daughter. I really didn't feel there was any choice but to pass on the concerns of CAMHS unfiltered.
Sorry this is long and a bit boring. I don't know what I'm asking really. But I am just really struggling to deal with this . Thanks for reading, if you got this far.
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Self-harming suicidal DD - me and DH disagreeing how to handle it
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MajesticWhine · 30/01/2016 21:56
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