Hi there I am a long term sufferer of severe OCD and ptsd. Ptsd is more tricks, although mostly at night. I have an intense fear of laying down to sleep so much so that although I've been in unsuccessful therapy for years, I've been using cocaine to keep me awake until I literally crash into 2 deep needed hours sleep a night.
I'm concerned about this, but at least I know the reasons. I get such intense fear as the draw up to night starts that I need to pee loads, feel irritable, scared and restless and light headed- cocaine is sadly only thing I've found that helps.
Was given diazepam for a week but it had the opposite effect on me.
Do you rekon there's anything a dr can prescribe me that will replace the cocaine type qualities that help me cope?