Nothing wrong in my relationship. I love DP more than anything. Live together, get on with his two kids really really well. No issues with ex, don't really speak much but no horrid drama either.
Yet I still sometimes have wobbly moments where I worry if I can do this forever. I never understood how hard it can be being with a man who has children until I was. I had a miscarriage earlier this year which I know has heightened these thoughts as I feel like I'm missing something which he has already with someone else. It does hurt watching him parent with another woman when we've lost our baby but I know that is silly.
I can't even necessarily pin point what's so hard or what makes me doubt things.
Tonight for example, DP is out at nativity with ex. Fine, no problem. Saw them off, wished DSS well with his lines, said I couldn't wait to see the pics etc... Which is all true and yet when I'm sat here alone whilst he is out it does sting a little and I wonder if I can do this forever.
I don't want to leave, I couldn't. I love him completely and we are amazing together. I just have moments where I wonder if I'll ever get used to it.
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FiddlesticksAndCustard · 19/12/2018 20:35
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