Hello all. I'm new here. I joined because I often find myself confused and overwhelmed by the jumble of thoughts and emotions that flow through my mind on the topic of step-parenting my BF's children. I guess it makes sense to start by telling you a little bit about us.
I'm 50 years old and childless by choice. This doesn't mean I don't like children. It just means being a mother isn't right for me for a long list of reasons that I won't bore you with. I'm an emotionally stable person (at least I like to think so), college educated, have a successful career, believe in a higher spiritual power that I regularly turn to for answers and will one day answer to for all my good and bad choices. I try very hard to be a good person.
My BF is 52 years old and is a good person also. He's stable, responsible, outgoing, and does wonderful acts of service for me that I appreciate. He has a 20 year old daughter and a 16 year old son and overall he's a good father.
Sounds great, right? Mmmmm, not so much.
The ex-wife is an alcoholic and a toxic influence on the kid's lives. As a result, they are both angry young people who often fight with each other and can be extremely disrespectful to my BF. In the year I've been around, I've noticed its getting more volatile. The 20 year old is still quite needy and dependent, but demands to be recognized as an adult. The 16 year old is definitely an at-risk youth for addiction and failing school and we sometimes fear he'll run away. He's quite rebellious at times.
As for my relationship with my BF, not surprisingly it's strained. He loves them fiercely as any good father should and had to fight hard to get primary custody of them. He's accustomed to their angry outbursts where I'm extremely uncomfortable with it.
I accept that my BF is a package deal, I want a good relationship with his kids and I accept I'll have to put in most of the work for now to build one. I just don't think I should have to work at getting used to that kind of behavior. If I step in and express my intolerance, I lose the fragile trust I've been able to build because then I become the bad guy. If I don't do anything, it'll just keep happening and I'll become more resentful. My BF tries to control it, but how do you discipline a 20 year old? When the "kids" - one is legally an adult mind you - aren't fighting or when you're around only one of them, they can be quite enjoyable. Still, they both have anger issues and need help, but BF wants to stick his head in the sand.
This is a very brief summation of what the past year has been like. I could go into a lot of detail, but don't feel its necessary. I don't feel that it's going to get any better anytime soon with the kids and I find the thought of being around it any further unbearable. My BF and I are in counseling already over his kids and other communication challenges and I've clearly verbalized all my fears and frustrations about everything.
So, it sounds like I know what I need to do (run). Only I don't. I love my BF and do honestly see the positive potential in both his kids even though I haven't given examples here. I feel it's all a complicated mess and I sometimes want to just quit and find an easier relationship - if such a thing exists.
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TexasHeart · 25/05/2018 20:06
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