Hello,
I have been wondering recently about my own step-mum and reading this board to get an insight. She and my dad got together after my mum died when I was young and I lived with her (in a family home with my dad and her kids, DSSis and DSB) from the age of 9-17. I always thought I'd had a good upbringing and that we were close but in recent years, and with retrospect, things seem more complicated.
I was always very different from her kids and have grown up into a very different person to them. It must be true that personality is set in the first years as there is this marked difference even though we all grew up together. I'm doing well and things are happy, I have my own kids now and my marriage and career are both v happy. The problem is I am picking up on more and more signs that she actually doesn't like me very much/isn't very pleased for me. It's a funny kind of silent furiousness and a slight competitive/copying resentfulness of things that I do. She never has been like a mother and has always firmly framed herself as 'dad's girlfriend/wife' though she was an affectionate mother to her own kids.
It's odd to pick up on this now as, though I didn't really love her growing up I was glad that my dad wasn't alone and tried to muck through best I could.
It's not causing a family problem as such but just I have realised we aren't actually very close. As I get my kids to call her 'grandma' I have started doing a double-take as I think on a few occasions she has actually been willing things to go badly for me. I know she is quite unsympathetic about me to my dad and has shown signs of not really loving my DC...
Can you, from a step-mum perspective, see problems like this emerging much later on (I'm in my 30s)?
Looking for any insight. It's such a strange feeling and is making me reassess what happened in our family in retrospect.
TIA
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sparklesparkle · 16/12/2013 13:35
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