dd2 stopped moving at 35 weeks and somehow my intuition dragged me off to hospital, she somehow survived but does have CP.If left to the health professionals she'd be dead, it was only my insistence that kept her alive. We were so close to losing her.
I'm now pregnant again - 18 weeks and the anxiety is piling in. I haven't felt the baby move today and it's killing me. I worried that whatever nearly killed my dd will get this baby too.
I don't give two hoots if this baby has SN at all but I need this baby to be alive. I just cannot cope with the idea of losing this baby who I love so much.
The midwife is good and says they will monitor me closely later in the pregnancy but I'm only 18 weeks and already the worry is setting in. No-one in real life gets it, no-one knows how it feels to be so close to losing my dd. They all think I'm worried about having another baby with SN but I'm not.
I'm also having to have a blood test on monday as have been exposed to slapped cheek. It's just one thing too much. Sorry, I know I should post on pregnancy but this is the only place that feels like home .
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Hangingbellyofbabylon · 17/04/2009 23:01
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