I know technically this is more a health issue with DD3, but I need to get out how I feel, and see if this is normal.
DD3 has been suspected (mainly by me) to have 'cyclical neutropenia'. I have had a HUGE struggle with her first paed, who finally brushed us off with the wonderful words "oh, DD3 is just bizarre" . (how fucking DARE she......she made me feel like shite that day).
anyhooo......stood my ground, got referred to a very nice man, who actually listened and agreed to test her.....which led in march and april to 8wks worth of twice weekly blood tests (which as you can understand, on a 9yr old was not fun even if she did have 'magic cream').
anyway, since then, even tho I have had the results on a graph showing that what I suspected is true, I have not heard anything leadin me to think all was ok.
Not So!
I finally get to see the docs.......seems that they have had info going between them, plus there were two cancelled appointments in the summer (1 by them, 1 by me as I was ill), and it has just been bad luck really that we have had to wait.
so, today we go, and I have DS2 as he is croupy, and not expecting anything, and they say......oh, yes, she does have this, you were right, she now needs referring to the 'big bods' in southampton for specialised treatment, she now needs high threshold for antibiotics (nothing new, me and her GP's already do this as we know her so well), and we will be writing to the school etc to let them know more too.
..........huge range of emotions now. part of me feels releived, I have been listened to, the doc today was lovely as she said I have a good understanding of it all, nothing changes regarding DD3, she is still the same child just one with (FINALLY) a recognised condition.............and I wanna curl up in a ball and sob!
I guess some of it is the emotions from the last 9yrs coming out......there is a reason for it all, I am not making it up, she is not bizarre, we are not a neurotic family, but but but..........
and arghhhhhh
and breathe.
is this normal tho?? surely now I should just feel 'thankgod'???
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Newbie to the SN boards, hoping its ok to come here......flame said you are all lovely - Finally got a DX for DD3, after 9 long years, so why do I feel so tearful and crap......surely I should feel relief
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PsychoAxeMurdererMum · 21/10/2008 13:00
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