I am mum to an adorable DD (6 months) who has recently been assessed as having developmental delay. (She is thought to have a genetic disorder - she has had a microarray which came back clear and has been referred on to our regional genetics service for more testing). She is gorgeous but a bit difficult; DH and I are muddling through, trying to do the best for DD and slowly working our way towards acceptance that life might have have thrown us a bit of a curve ball.
One significant source of stress is the impending end of my maternity leave. I love my job and would really like to go back to it (I am also our main earner!) but it carries a certain level of responsibility and would need 3 days a week minimum. The longest I can stay off is until DD’s 1st birthday. This means DD would need a nursery place, but I have no idea if she would manage.
At the moment I just can’t see how I could do it - to DD or the nursery! Whilst her health seems for the most part pretty good, she has the most terrible reflux and is very difficult to feed. We are hoping weaning will help, but currently feeding can easily take up 50% of the day. She also has a few behavioural ‘quirks’ - she currently screams as though possessed at the sight of strangers and cannot tolerate being in any position except lying on her back or being held upright. (We are working on the latter issue with her physio - although the poor physio is a frequent victim of the former!)
Is there any way I could put poor DD in a nursery or am I deranged and selfish for even thinking it?! I would love to keep up work if I can and I earn more than DH, so the financial impact of me quitting would be significant, although we could probably manage. DH feels I would be better than him as DD’s main carer (not sure he’s right but he feels strongly about it!) but also feels I am making heavy weather of the nursery issue - he is hopeful she might catch up whereas I would feel better knowing that we have plans in place if she doesn’t.
All the other mums from my NCT group have cheerfully signed their DCs up to nursery from October and have had long chats about the shortage of places - I am v aware I need to get my head out the sand and deal with this but I just have no idea what to do! Can she go? Should she go?! Would she be eligible for any sort of help? Any advice very very welcome as I am stuck!
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Upthelaganonabubble · 09/04/2021 09:34
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