I don't know where to start really.
DS1, who is 11, has always had quite extreme social and school issues, and is now thought to have Asperger's (which I have known for years.)
I have been looking for some support from local organisations and am reading through all the lovely people with children with Austism and Aspergers, doing such a great job. And they all say they wouldn't change the condition, wouldn't want their child to be any different.
I love my son to bits, I really, really do, but I don't feel like that. If I could change all this I would. In a heartbeat. I wish he didn't have the problems he has, and that every day wasn't so hard for him, for my other children, and for me. I fear for his future and am exhausted by 11 years of fighting for help. And I do wish he didn't have it. I'd give anything, in fact.
And it makes me feel like I failing him.
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I feel like the worlds worst Mum for wishing it was different.
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Muddlewitch · 03/10/2011 13:22
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