What am I supposed to do now

[moobar]

Baby never slept.

Long history. Done it all.

Now 13 months old. Settled into a survival routine of nap in morning in car. Nap in afternoon only on me, yes really.

Evenings tea bath play bottle cuddled till maybe 8, up 456 times and I give in at one or two.

Then she got sick. Norovirus then flu. Bad week, that's fine. Friday went back to usual shit routine, fine. Think she was only up 7 times then slept well till 4.

Last night still UP at 1. Tonight still up now. I'm losing my mind. She's snorting, laughing, crying, wide awake. Won't go near cot, won't sleep in my bed. I've not eaten, won't go to dh, just screams the fucking house down. Kicking, biting, I don't know how she does it.

I'm being unfair because she has been unwell but this is over a year. I can't keep doing this.

[physicskate]

Gp. And get your dh to take her and be unavailable. Seriously. Go for a walk/drive. Pop in to see a friend.

She's been going mental with him maybe because she knew you were available.

But please see your gp. For her and for you. Might need a 'sleep' study.