We have known each other for over 20 years but not been in touch for all of that.
I have always felt like she was better than me - as I do with everyone, never felt good enough - and envy how together she is.
I have had a few problems and while she hasn't said what I wanted to hear or always appeared to understand she has been right some of the times.
I hardly hear from her, don't always get answers from my messages, but what upsets me is when I message her something that is troubling me I get nothing back. I feel like she has had enough of me (ongoing problems that I can't get over) but in my stamp feet mode it is a lot harder living with it.
I don't know how I feel about never seeing her again, sad I guess, but I also feel sad that I feel I can't talk to her. I would be there for her 100% but feel I need her more than she me at the moment and that is hard to reconcile when we hardly talk and I don't want to be me me me.
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Fabster · 28/10/2009 15:28
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