You know, for the most part its going well, but my other half lives about 5 hours away from me, and i always ALWAYS seem to have a petty crush on someone else. Its not too serious, like, my crushes last a few weeks at most, and this relationship is the most important part of my life right now, but i feel guilty. I think its because its more serious than i thought it would be (we've talked about getting married).
what do you think?? am i a skanky weirdo who cant appreciate what i've got? :S