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Dear mother

(15 Posts)
FabBakerGirlIsBack Fri 04-Sep-09 21:15:37

why?
why?
why?

I was 7 and a half, had spent 3 1/2 years with my 3rd set of foster parents (ie 3 sets and children's home all before I was 4) and you couldn't leave it alone. couldn't leave me alone.

demanding i go back to you and then changed your mind the next day. too late. sent to childrens home then foster parents and abused.

why?

and you say everything you did, you did for me.

which bit?

ElectricElephant Fri 04-Sep-09 21:17:27



Fab.. are you alright #

(p.s. I am a regular, just namechanged due to MIL discovery)

MavisEnderby Fri 04-Sep-09 21:18:43

.

Also namechanging reg.

Sending hug,FWIW.

FabBakerGirlIsBack Fri 04-Sep-09 21:18:51

tell me secretly who you are....

CarGirl Fri 04-Sep-09 21:19:05

sad

ErikaMaye Fri 04-Sep-09 21:21:40

Fab Are you okay? Know that's a silly question, but I don't know how else to ask! Here if you want to talk. x x

FabBakerGirlIsBack Fri 04-Sep-09 21:23:44

You may have seen my chat threads

I'm so excited
FAB is back

and that will explain more.

I hope you don't mind me off-loading but I was feeling so angry and like I wanted to smash things up and thought it was better to get things out.

ErikaMaye Fri 04-Sep-09 21:30:58

Have you got a cushion you could punch or scream into? Seriously. It really helps sometimes. Will join you on the other threads.

FabBakerGirlIsBack Fri 04-Sep-09 21:36:12

I can't let go.

ErikaMaye Fri 04-Sep-09 21:36:54

Of what?

FabBakerGirlIsBack Fri 04-Sep-09 21:38:40

i can't cry

FabBakerGirlIsBack Fri 04-Sep-09 21:42:44

thanks all

i am off te bed

ErikaMaye Fri 04-Sep-09 21:42:54

Could you go for a run? Before I was disabled, it always was fab for getting all the emotion out. Stopped me thinking, too.

FabBakerGirlIsBack Sat 05-Sep-09 09:38:57

Morning

I do feel a bit better this morning as I typed it out last night but it is going to take a while to not want to smack my mother tbh.

ErikaMaye Sun 06-Sep-09 22:07:11

Hope you're still feeling good. Its okay to be angry. x

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