I have been with my DH for many years and we have children. We have been through a lot and I love him so much. I couldn't be without him and I couldn't leave my children, especially as my mother left me.
I have been having some problems for a few months and now have a chance to sort them out but it could make things worse.
I don't know whether to do nothing and carry on as I have been and hope things get easier all the while just wondering and just hope that things eventually go back to normal; or take a chance but there is a real chance it could actually make things worse though I will have to live with that as there won't be any physical or geographical reprocussions with that option.
I am losing myself in being a wife and mother but I am also wondering who this person is who has found it so easy to lie to her hubby about how she really feels about things.
He knows I hate living where we do now but I accept there is no option at the moment but he has no idea of the battles going on in my head.
I hardly slept last night, I know I won't tonight and I just want to cry.
Seeing my oldest friend soon so real mixed feelings there too - happy to be seeing her but sad that that time when we first knew each other has gone.
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InTurmoil · 18/08/2009 18:55
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