I am in such a muddle. I have been with dh for 25 years since i was 17. We have 2 dds 15 and 16. He works away a lot on business so a lot of the time I bought the girls up on my own. I was always in love with dh have always loved him still do love him but I think i have totally and utterly fallen in love with someone else and they me. I have tried to put this person out of my mind, have gone on romantic holidays and meals with dh. He has no idea, in fact i think he is more in love with me than he ever was.
I don't want for anything. Have money,big house 2 cars, and am spoilt rotten but i cannot get this other man out of my mind.
He is single, he is not good looking like dh not that that matters i mean its not a lust thing, we just connect.
We have tried not to have contact but it is hard where we live.
I have felt like this for year and have done nothing. I have not slept with this man it is not about that but i just want to be wwith him. But it would break dhs heart it would also split my family but i cant go on like this much longer i will crack up soon. I am selfish and i hate myself and even if i stay with dh i will always know that I love someone else. And i do love him. I think I am going crackers.
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Don't want to hurt anyone but i hate myself!
starinsky · 14/08/2009 18:06
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