Sorry, I've changed my name for this because I'm embarassed and ashamed. I've always had problems with my weight - but the last few months I've "become" bulimic. It started after I had a miscarriage a few months ago and it's getting worse and I'm getting really scared. My partner is away during the week so he's got no idea - I can hide it at the weekends. I have been feeling low lately and went to the dr the other week who put me on some anti-depressants. I wanted to tell him about the bulimic stuff but just couldn't. I'm this supposedly together professional but slowly things are falling apart. My work is beginning to suffer because I am so tired all the time that I can't concentrate. I don't want to go in but know that if I stay away it will make things worse.
I'm worried all the time about my dp's fidelity to the point of checking his phone, checking numbers in his phone etc. I'm also worried about how this is affecting my dd who is 5. She sees me be sick though she doesn't know I do it to myself so she's worried about me. I'm falling apart, I realy feel that I can go on anymore.
I don't know what I'm expecting from anyone - just someone to listen because I've not been able to tell anyone what's happening.
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newnameforthis · 02/05/2005 16:08
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