dh has been looking up gay porn. Couple this with the fact that he has previsouly had a gay experience (with a family member of mine) which I am very paranoid about anyway. He isn't that interested in sex at all but it is not a major point between us as we are both usually tired anyway. He is a fantastic dad to the kids and we get on really well although there isnt really much of a spark between us.
I don't know what to do. I feel betrayed. is he gay? bisexual? just curious? I don't really have anything against people using porn but this has floored me. He is very 'macho' and has made crass jokes about gay people which makes me think that maybe he is this way because he is trying to cover up the fact that he is gay.
What the hell do i do?
Regular btw. I have been around along time; mad tablecloth lady, the bat, morticia blah blah. Wish I was bloody trolling. If it was just me I am sure I would leave although I do love him but I can't bear the thought of what this would do to my kids.
talk to him. Theres no point stressing yourself that his gay, bi or just looking you need to know. If he is bi or gay will that be the end for you two? Odd question i know but i guess it depends on how important sex is within your relationship. Does he seem unhappy? sorry
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I was in a similar position in my last relationship and despite him saying he'd just looked at stuff out of curiousity, I later found out that he'd been emailing men to meet up on several occasions. At the time I believed him when he said that he'd never gone through with it, but I am now certain that he did.
If it was just the porn I'd be a bit shocked but not concerned, but the fact that he's done something in the past would make me worry.
And my ex was exactly how you describe your bloke, macho and prone to making crass gay jokes.
I know people are suggesting you try to talk to him, but in my experience he will completely clam up and cover it up, through his own shame. Better to keep a close eye on him, sadly.
Sorry to hear about this. Just a thought - is there any chance he may have wanted you to find out? Leaving it in the google search history is a bit too careless of him if he were to really want to keep this a secret. Is it maybe something he wants you to be aware of, even though not consciously?