I think suicide is selfish and nasty but I can't see a way out. I don't actually WANT to commit suicide, and I won't, just to claify. But I just cannot see what to do.
I work and DP works so we're not entitled to benefits, but we owe out so much between rent, council tax, credit cards, debts that have probably got CCJs now that we can't cope. I don't know what to do.
I got PND and went on prozac but it just seems to be getting worse and worse and I'm not coping.
Love the baby like mad and have a fabulous DP who is very supportive.
But it's me. We're not coping and I'm a failure because I'm not bringing in enough money and my heart is beating really fast all the time.
I can hear blood pulsing in my ears.
And I've cut my arm today as it's th only thing that makes me feel any better. I just needed to get it out really before I destroy my relationship and my own mind.
I'm on the waiting list for counselling but that could be ages off.
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PND:I keep thinking suicide is the only way out and I keep cutting myself. Don't know where to put this.
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DGirl · 04/09/2008 14:36
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