Me and my BF generally have a low sex drive, we can do it once a month no problem, but we are currently ttc so we've kind of been made to up our game and do it on the right days. Anyway so this brings us to tonight, the 3rd and final day of sex for my fertile window and we were both tired and not really feeling it but wanted to try anyway to give us the best chances. I sat on top of him and started kissing him but we both couldn't stop laughing together because it felt so awkward and forced so i wasnt sure how to initiate it properly and hes like 'omg youre so awkward have you never initiated this before?' which was fair enough because i wasn't feeling in the mood, but this comment still hurt a little bit.
After we laughed for a bit i got serious and carried on with the kissing, kissing his stomach, moving my hands down.. but each time i could hear/feel him laughing softly. Not a full on laugh but a soft one and it definitely felt like he was laughing at me which got me so upset :( this just set me off and made me feel super embarrassed because why would you laugh at someone in that situation??
Now im completely overthinking things and wondering if hes ever really turned on by the things i do or if he has laughed at me this whole time because of how bad and 'awkward' i am. Plus im already insecure because in his past hes slept with 50+ people and i dont even want to know where i compare on that list, but times like this make me think it must be pretty low :/ Not to mention the fact that we've now missed the last day to BD so i am a wreck hoping we havent screwed up our chances this month. EURGH
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Boyfriend laughed at me during sex!
Canadadarling · 12/05/2021 02:55
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