My partner and I live with our two young children, we both work from home and then obviously are currently homeschooling in lockdown. We had an argument and my partner was verbally nasty to me - I now feel frightened, but I don’t think I’ve experienced domestic violence but don’t know what to do next.
I was really stressed yesterday as I had a big deadline at work, we take it on turns to work. This generally has been working on and we’ve been a good team - although we have been very tired and haven’t been spending much time together, even though we’re on the same house. I’d looked after the kids while he worked and then when it was my turn after 3 minutes DD came and started asking me to help her with putting a cartoon on the iPad she wanted to watch. I did that and then went to see what my partner was doing. He was exercising in another room and had obviously sent her away so she could do that. DS was watching tv. I went down to say I was stressed and could he help out more but once I saw him exercising I didn’t bother - he’s very serious about his exercise and is normally in the gym regularly but hasn’t done anything this month.
I went back to work, but another few minutes later I heard both children bickering over the iPad in the next room and calling me. I lost my temper and took it off them, shouting something like ‘I’m F* sick of this”. Then went downstairs and shouted at my partner, that I couldn’t cope. He escalated things by telling me to ‘f off, I’m done with you, get out of my sight, f you etc’. I was shocked, we’ve both sometimes come to the end of our tether during the last year, but nothing where it’s gotten personal or as nasty as that. I calm down quickly, went and apologised to the children and told them it wasn’t their fault and I was upset about something else and then left the house for a couple of hours.
I don’t want to lose my temper with my children, but I also never want to be spoken to like that ever again or them to hear him talk to me like that. I don’t feel scared of physical violence from my partner, and I can see that I provoked the argument. But also I know that he has a temper and that’s why I didn’t tell him to stop exercising when it was his turn to have the kids. I don’t know how to have a conversation with him about this that beyond me approaching him to apologise and then him (possibly) apologising and just carrying on as normal. Have namechanged for this post.
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redjacket70 · 16/02/2021 06:59
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