Not even sure where to start really.
My partner and I had sex this morning, all fine, had a nice day too. We were chilling out about to do some housework when she (we're both women) initiated again. I said no multiple times but she kept kissing me and then I didn't say no again but I didn't say yes either, and we started having sex. It all moved so fast but I pushed her off of me and started crying and then asked her to leave the room, which she did.
I feel horrific and confused and disgusting and I'm worried I'm overreacting. Backstory I had a very abusive relationship a few years ago and so things can trigger me so I don't know if I'm just reacting from that or if this was serious. I can't bear to look her in the eye and I feel so so sad. I don't even know why I'm typing this, but am I just being silly? What do I do? Feeling really lost and weird at the moment
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TW: I don't know what just happened
purplechairandcat · 28/11/2020 17:24
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