I'm even bored of myself now, so don't expect much answer. DH has a history of emotional abuse/sexual coercion, finanacial control but promised to change last year when I said I was leaving. And mostly did change, but I don't think its enough, the damage is done, I'm still scared of him, I still wait for the nasty comments.
But because I said I'd try again (partly cos I could see the nastiness coming out again over lockdown) I feel awful.
He's even asked me outright if I'm ok. But I cannot get the words out, I cannot tell him. What is wrong with me? Someone give me a slap. Or shout or me or something.
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I can't get the words out to him. I can't tell him that I want out
BreathlessCommotion · 02/11/2020 13:27
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