Last night I did something monumentally stupid and selfish.
My ex came over to help with out with something, we're still friends and talk occasionally but haven't seen each other in a while.
I had been really upset all day as I broke up with my ex boyfriend recently. Had been crying all day and decided to get really drunk to help myself forget about it and feel better. I'd started getting drunk before he said about coming over.
Well I ended up getting upset again while he was here and he comforted me, one thing led to another and we ended up having sex 😞
I'm single. He isn't. He's not been with her very long and had been talking through the evening about ending it with her but that's no excuse. I think I was feeling lonely, horny & vulnerable and just wanted to feel like someone wanted me and cared about me. I was so drunk that after he left I just fell asleep and didn't think much about it.
Today I feel terrible. I know how painful it is to be cheated on and I feel awful that I might put someone else through that pain. I'm so ashamed of myself 😞 I'm a good person and would never normally have done something like this. I don't want to tell her, I just want to pretend it never happened ðŸ˜
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Feeling really guilty :(
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Boopbobeedo · 28/09/2020 17:52
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