I want to split up with my partner of 9 years. We have 2 DC and a mortgage. He knows I have been considering this but don't think he has any idea how far down the road I now am. History of him cheating, narcissistic behaviours, general mind-fuckery and manipulation over the past 4 years. It's not unbearable (because my standards have been lowered so much!) but I just know I can't spend the rest of my life with him.
He doesn't get along with my family (since he cheated), friends (always judging them), doesn't appreciate me or even see me really. He puts me down in subtle and unsubtle ways. Makes me feel like a bad mother by questioning all my decisions (my children are happy and healthy). The only reason I have stayed this long is fear/confusion. I am scared my kids will favour him if he manipulates them and I would be so upset if they wanted to live with him not me- unlikely now because of their ages but when they are teens I feel like he will bribe them.
I just need to talk to someone about it all.
How do we decide about the house?
What if he doesn't agree to my suggestion of custody? (I would suggest 4 days and 3 days with 4 days with me, we both work shifts but mine are more flexible)
How do I even tell him? He's being relatively ok at the moment.
Will I be ok on my own with them?
Should I change my name by deed poll to the same surname as him and my DC for legal reasons? He is on the birth certs but we're not married.
I know what I want to do but feeling a bit overwhelmed if I'm honest. Any words of wisdom appreciated!
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midnightskies · 24/09/2020 09:33
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