I need help to shake this off.
I recently left my fiancé and I am living in my dad and step dads house with our two kids.
I’m struggling so much. I don’t have a job yet I’m trying desperately. I don’t have my own car. We are fighting over money and days he will have the kids (despite him having very little interest in them until now).
He’s in a 4 bed house whilst I’m in my dads spare room. He’s currently blocked as all we do is argue and it upsets me so we are communicating via a third party.
Every job I apply for rejects me.
And then there’s Covid. If we lock down again and the schools close I genuinely feel I would need to go back home as it’s not fair on the kids.
I could cry and do every day.
I woke up this morning and wrote a gratitude list and it does help but only for a moment. I meditate and try to distract myself but I’m unbelievably down.
When will it get better? Any tips or advice?
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Hotairoverthere · 09/09/2020 22:10
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