Split up with dp 6 months ago at my instigation. We had become like flat mates and I found out a few unsavoury things which questioned my trust in him and I couldn't live like that anymore although part of me still loved him.
We have remained friends for the sake of the dc and regularly chat/ message. The dc said they were pleased we had remained friends so that there was no awkwardness and if they were stuck with technology etc they would ask me to ring Dad.
Tonight however I received a text saying he would be uncontactable over the weekend as he was "busy".
Naturally I rang him straightaway and yes he has found somebody else. I have cried and cried all night. Why? I don't want him anymore but really cannot bear the thought of him being with somebody else. My stomach churns every time I think of it and I feel sick.
Why am I reacting like this? Did I really think he would never move on?
I will never meet anybody else as have a child with special needs and honestly never go out anywhere as nobody else would be able to look after them. How can I be jealous and upset if I didn't want him anymore?
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Grandadwasthatyou · 27/08/2020 22:06
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