I'll cut to the chase - long marriage (20+) and I have been unhappy for a while - manchild who doesn't work, has spells of anger and boarderline control/emotional abuse (he would not see himself this way at all - but as a devoted husband). Anyway - tonight he has left (for space not left me) and I need support in what to do/how to stay strong. As far as he is concerned he has left for space because out son is grumpy and he doesn't deserver his this. This time last week he had a blow up over the most ridiculous thing (me buying a cumber when we have some growing at home). Repeated shouted fuck you in my face and told me he was so angry he wanted to hit me (teenage son witnessed this). He threatened to leave then didn't and came back grovelling. Been "role model" hubby since - even asking my parents out for dinner. Then this evening he had a blow up with my son. Started with my son saying he was picking on him (minor things about not clearing the draining board before washing up). Came out in the course of the argument that earlier in the day H had called son a inconsiderate arsehole just because he move the guinea pig cage somewhere else in the garden. Son feels he is always picking fault. Hubby packed and said he was leaving for a night or two and that he didn't deserve to be spoken to like that I never back him up (don't know how I can back him up when I don't agree with his behaviour). I feel nothing now he has gone (over the years there has been incidenst he has left for a short period - just a night, and I have been super worried/can't sleep etc). I don't think I want him to come back. From his perspective it is "poor old him" - he is a good day/husband etc but takes no responsibility for the role he plays in all of this. I do feel guilty as I have spent pretty much my adult life with him but I am exhausted and don't see a future with him in it. We are due to be away for a few days together from Monday but and he said he would be back Monday morning so we could do this but I think this is my opportunity to end it. Please give me some support/advice x
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rubyslippers76 · 22/08/2020 23:08
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