Hello,
I’m quite angry and upset at the moment and would appreciate some advice or just a rant.
I haven’t slept all night and I’m probably rambling.
My mum called me on Thursday to say that my dad had collapsed and was in hospital. I’m in another country.
Initially she said it wasn’t a heart attack or a stroke and that he was lucid but ill.
Dad was messaging me Thursday night.
They both assured me “everything was ok”.
On Friday dad told me they think it was a severe case of vertigo and a concussion from him hitting his head.
Over the weekend they both messaged me keeping up with the theme that it was ok.
Yesterday evening my mum called me and told me that he had actually had a stroke, they knew this on Friday, and that he’s still high risk so will be in hospital for the foreseeable future.
Mum said they had wanted to wait until they knew more before they told me anything and also that because I was really unwell (stomach ulcer) at the start of the week & I was going to stay with friends (Safely & socially distanced) for the weekend to relax, they didn’t want to spoil it for me...
I can understand the waiting until they knew more information, I’m less understanding about the “spoiling my weekend” thing.
Anyway, it turns out my whole (and I’m talking Aunties, Uncles, cousins) knew on Friday.
I feel so upset, especially with my brothers, no one gave me any sort of heads up. And when I messaged one of my brothers to say I’ve been told, he asked was I ok, to which I replied “no I’m not ok, my dad had a stroke and I’ve just been told, so no I’m not ok” he responded “well don’t take it out on me he’s my dad to”. I went back to him saying “I’m not taking anything out on you, you asked how I am and I’m telling you”.
He hasn’t responded.
I’m worried and anxious and terrified for my dad. I can’t get back to my country easily and even if I could I wouldn’t be able to see my dad.
And I‘m mad as hell at at my family, I don’t trust them now to tell me the truth, I’m also confused & upset as to why no one told me and angry that I was the last to know.
Then I’m angry at myself for being so angry about it!!
I don’t know where to direct these emotions. I don't know how to begin to talk to them about not saying anything to me because I’m afraid I’ll go absolutely nuts and cause damage to our relationships if I offload right now.
I just want to see my dad :(
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Family kept Dad’s stroke from me
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Nafo · 10/08/2020 06:28
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