OK, so the subject line says it all, unfortunately.
I got in a huge fight with my fiancée last night and called off my engagement this evening.
He confessed to kissing another lady over the weekend on a night out with his friends.
He says it is nothing, swears all they did was kiss and profusely apologized and says it will never happen again.
I’m so angry and it flat out sucks, there is. I was to describe it. I told him he broke my heart; I love him. At first, I wanted to know who this other person, this whore, was but why should I care? My anger was misguided; I was angry at him not her.
My mind keeps on jumping to what is wrong with me and if I did something to make him do this or caused him to be unhappy to go do something like this?
It is just so messed up. I’m 23, 10 weeks pregnant with his baby and he does this? My dad wants to confront him and says he’s (ex-fiancée) lost his trust and he no longer supports us getting married even if we resolve this. His mother keeps on calling, crying, apologizing and begging me to forgive how him saying he is stupid.
I told him not to contract me and I need time to process. I have so many things going on in my head. Should I forgive this one transgression? How can I guarantee it won’t happen again? Do I forget what happens for the sake of our baby?
It hurts so much. Right now, my heart feels like it’s been ripped out. Don’t know how much I have cried over the last 24 hours; on top of it I feel so f*ing sick and nauseated.
I just need some hugs and support right now. I'm really confused, angry and lost. I
need help.
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uniquein · 05/08/2020 03:09
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