I have worked all of lockdown (im a nurse) and at the beginning my anxieties were heightened to the max. I'm a single parent, so juggling was difficult. All I have wanted to do is keep my dc's safe. In the last 6 weeks, I have been more relaxed. Due to our surroundings becoming safer. My dc's have neen happy and felt safe too. It's become a normal way of living. During this time I was dating someone, it ended a couple of weeks ago via text message. No explanation. Anyway, this morning I am feeling terribly anxious/guilty.
I have a friend who is also a nurse, we decided that we should go out (pubs are open outside only in Wales) as we have both found the last few months difficult and she has become single recently. It was supposed to cheer me up. However, although everything was set outdoors and table service, sanitised areas and toilet etc. I feel guilty for going. Prior to this (at the beginning), I promised myself I wouldn't possibly go anywhere other than essential places. I have been so caucious/as safe as I possibly can be, to keep me and my family well. I feel I have been selfish going out. That's one reason. Another, I stupidly sent a message to the guy I was dating. Obviously he has ignored me. I feel silly doing that.
Anyway, feeling really awful this morning. This site has been good to me so many times. I really needed to post.
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Feeling guilty - would really appreciate some kindness this morning.
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CakesRus3 · 26/07/2020 07:34
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