Absolutely besotted with him, I have a very unhealthy love and attachment to him. Been together 4 years and during the whole time my feelings were so intense and I was always terrified of something going wrong but I did always feel like one day he would ruin it.
We struggled to conceive for 3 years, one miscarriage, did ivf which failed and then I am now pregnant naturally with this miracle rainbow baby. I’ve always dreamt and prayed for this day but it’s been completely ruined by him.
I kicked out him two days ago because he is messaging other women. This isn’t the first time and this was the final straw. He left with no fuss and took all his stuff with him.
I just don’t know how to cope? I feel so overwhelmed at times like I can’t do this. I feel so bad for even saying that but how do I move on from someone whilst carrying their child? I lost my job at the beginning of lockdown so I’m at home alone. I cry all the time, have battled severe depression and anxiety for most of my life and now the pain is so overwhelming. I am struggling to eat and get out of bed everyday. I don’t even know how to get through hour I am a complete mess at the moment and i just need some help.
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I told him to leave and I’m carrying his child
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liveinhope100 · 25/07/2020 17:49
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