Me and my boyfriend are in our early 20s and have been together for 7 years. I haven't seen him properly (apart from the occasional socially distanced walk) since March when lockdown began.
The problem is, I have really been enjoying the time by myself and feel like I would rather be on my own than in a relationship. I feel absolutely awful saying it but I'm dreading when we are able to see each other again as I just love having all my time to myself.
He's a really lovely person and I honestly do not have a bad word to say about him so I feel really guilty even saying this. I have had feelings that I'm young and there's stuff I want to do in life (travelling, etc) but I also worry that if I break up with him I may regret it a year or so down the line.
I don't know what I'm looking for here but was just hoping for some advice or for someone's thoughts on this? I really don't want to speak to anyone about it irl. Thanks in advance
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Haven't missed boyfriend through lockdown
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sunstay · 19/06/2020 12:09
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