For quite some time now things haven’t been good between me and my sister.
We weren’t close or friendly as children particularly, but were good friends for several years in our 20s. Over the last 7-8 years things had drifted quite a bit but I think I was hanging on to the hope that we might be better friends again.
We don’t have other siblings and we’re not close to our parents. So this felt like the most meaningful family relationship in the past.
During a conversation yesterday I asked her if she thought we’d ever be close again. In a round about way she said it doesn’t look likely, we’re too different- not on the same wavelength.
Talking to DH yesterday evening he helped me to see that it boils down to the fact she just doesn’t particularly like me. The reasons are probably quite complex and not anything I can influence. I think it was useful to have realised this as it’ll help me move forwards and stop flogging the dead horse (that was shot in a field a good number of years ago).
I need to keep things friendly/transactional as we both have kids who enjoy spending time together.
This morning I’m feeling more positive about just getting on with life without hoping for a better/stronger/closer relationship with my sister.
But I feel like I want to talk about how upsetting and confusing the relationship has been over the last while. My DH says he can’t believe it’s taken so long for the penny to drop as it’s been ages since she’s treated me with genuine kindness, so it’s obviously been a huge blind spot in my brain.
Has anyone had any experience of something like this? DH suggested private therapy to have someone to help sort out the muddle in my mind. I wondered if there are any books/podcasts about the breakdown of family relationships that other people have found helpful?
Thanks.
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Accepting the breakdown of a family relationship
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shenanigans5 · 19/06/2020 08:24
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