I’ve recently broken up with a man who I was with for four years, as I wrote on my other thread he cheated on me. Despite this he really is perfect husband material in so many ways, and I always felt safe and held and loved. We’re still living together at the moment due to Covid but I am so scared of saying goodbye. I know this will sound like I have low self esteem but I think I drove him to cheat, I had some issues around sex and maybe shut him down a bit when he tried to address them. I feel like I’ve lost the man who would have given me everything and I cannot not sobbing, my whole body is wracked with grief. If it was just heartbreak I could feel the feelings and get through it, but I can’t imaging ever again meeting a man who will understand and see me in the same way. If I see him with another woman it’ll destroy me
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