Being told lies is what I asked him never to do knowing that I've experience so much shit in the past that mentally f*'me for years and years. So if when he was feeding me these paragraphs of devotion and love, if there was an inkling of doubt they should never have been said.
I stupidly believed him when he said just two weeks ago that he honestly didn't ever want anyone else but me and couldn't imagine his life without me.
We've been together for just over 2 1/2 years and we're not 'young'.. so saying that to your partner of that long, you're going to trust he means it.
But he didn't.
I am utterly heartbroken and he feels 'nothing' not happy not sad ... nothing.
I really believed that this time I had actually found the one (after being married, twice) and even though the relationship has been turbulent, I was happy with him, I loved him and there's nothing in the world that would have stopped me for fighting for us... but he didn't feel the same.
He realised wants/needs more and is unfulfilled and something is missing but he reiterated many times it wasn't anything that I had done... which I guess was why he was still telling me the 'lies'... until he ended it.
The only thing that was keeping me sane during lockdown was knowing we would be reunited. That's gone to shit!
I am destroyed and honestly, I'm scared for my mental health.
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justabaglady · 02/05/2020 08:55
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