I am a mum of three young kids
Over the last 2 years I have, through professional help after a near total psychological collapse, I finally pieced together I have been the family scapegoat and severely emotionally abused throughout my childhood and adulthood by my family of origin which is a highly toxic narcissistic unit.
The realisation was devastating and I can only relate it to grief. I have had to walk away from my family of origin and the concept that I was loved and respected. The truth is I have never been loved or respected in that family unit.
To protect my emotional health and that of my family and walk away was the hardest thing I have ever done. Of course I am being blamed and smeared for doing so by my siblings - feeding into the narrative that "I am bad."
Anyone else been on this situation? Does it ever get better. I feel a huge sense of emptiness and loss. I look around me and all these families on trips with grandparents and the happy social media photos of people on extended family holidays makes me feel so upset I don't have that.
My husband is great. Ever supportive.
I am reaching out for support on this fora as I find it's a painfully isolating experience that few understand.
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acornfed · 22/07/2019 14:32
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