Been with dp for 6 years. I think i still love him. Or maybe i just love the security of our relationship. I just dont know any more.
I met a guy through work, doesnt work in the same region as me but sometimes is in the area. Met him twice during work, got on well with him and was in touch with him most days. Just friendly chat. Then he was in the area again at the weekend and we met up for drinks. We both ended up pretty drunk and kissed. Stopped almost straight away, and left, but it happened.
Dp knows about this and has kicked me out. Which i deserve. I just dont know what to do for the best. I feel like ive really fallen for this guy, which is ridiculous bevause ive only met him 3 times. Even the thought of throwing away a 6 year relationship for something that would never work, is crazy.
But the fact is ive fallen fpr someone else while in a relationship. Thats not a good sign is it? Ive hurt dp so much and i hate myself for that. I dont even know if we could work things out from this point. I dont know if dp can forgive me, which o can understand.
But then at the back of my mind i would he gutted to cut contact with this other guy.
I know ive completely fucked up. I just dont know what to do from this point for the best. I dont even know what i want any more. Im so scared in case i do the wrong thing.
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MsMarvel · 12/06/2018 16:58
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