Two weeks ago I fled my home because of domestic abuse and possible sexual abuse to my son.
In a split second I lost my home, my husband, my friends and my life I had spent the last 5 years building.
I can deal with myself and all the sensible issues. But what I can't deal with is what do I tell my son? When he asks why he can't see his dad... I can't tell him because his dad sexually groomed him. All those questions and curiosities he will have as he grows... what on earth am I going to tell him?
It would have been so much easier on us all of he had died when he had his hemorrage... as cruel as that sounds it woukd have saved the pain of my children with this situation. My 11 yo daughter knows everything and I will never forgive my husband for that. How can love turn to hate so quickly?
If you had asked me a month ago I would have told you j had married my best friend. Now looking back I realised I was abused and controlled.and my poor children.... How have I put them in this situation without even realising. Life is such a mess. I have lost everything in a blink of an eye.
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knewme · 27/05/2018 22:06
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