My dh was going to commit suicide twice. Once before I got pregnant, the other just after.
He decided after 10 years of attempting to have a baby, he was too old, couldn't cope.
First time he said he backed out of it, just couldn't do it.
The second time he told me that he was going to do it. We have a fantastic doctor, and he organised a mental health team within 2 days!
He pulled around with talking therapy. We now have a wonderful dc, whom we both think the world of.
My problem is, how do you ever forgive them? Watching Zoe has brought it all back big time. I just about coped myself at the time, had to really.
Everything was a haze, I couldn't enjoy my pregnancy or baby's first few months because of the worry, I can never get them back.
I know that he is far from any more attempts now, but I don't think that I can get over it. (I appreciate the fact that he is still here)
Anyone else had similar?
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Zoe Ball programme, so sad.*trigger warning*
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justbinthefeckinbyebyebox · 21/03/2018 22:09
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