I am 60 years old. I have wasted my life...When I was young, I wanted to be in the entertainment industry, this was my first mistake. I am smart, I could have attended college and done anything like most people do but I did not. That was my second mistake. I married an adulterer and well, some of you know the pain of divorce. Mistake number three. I had a brutal open heart surgery 4 years ago, almost died, but made it through. A year later I got Endocarditis, a blood infection, almost died again. I will be going to have a second open heart surgery to repair the damage the blood infection did to my heart. I have no family, no wife, no children...what is the point anymore? Don't do what I have done. Make every heartbeat every day count! If you are angry, take that anger and do something good, help someone..you will find this works. If you are lonely FIND the RIGHT person. I have literally wasted my life...I bet God is super disappointed with me.
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