I found out 5 months ago that husband had a 12 month affair but marriage wasn't good since kids came along 6 six years ago. Sex practically non-existent, husband very distant for past two years, and working long hours (affair partner was his work colleague).
Since affair has come out he is now sorry and being much nicer. Says he regrets it, want to stay together, being very involved with kids. But still absolutely no physical contact at all, not a hug or a brush of hands or anything.
i started divorce proceedings 4 months ago and have the decree nisi, but its so stressful I've just come to a halt - can't cope with him being so upset, and also the anticipated hurt of our children aged 6 and 3 who don't know anything yet. He's moved into the spare room, but isn't doing anything either to move out or proactively to work on the marriage - he says there's no point until I decide. The longer time goes on, the less energy i have to deal with the situation and fully accept him back as my husband or push through the mortgage, financial order etc. to finalise the divorce. I feel like I could easily remain in this limbo for years, absolutely paralysed by indecision, staying married out of habit and because on a day to day basis, nothing particularly bad happens. And the children are such a strong tie - noone will love them like he does, and I hate the thought of separating him and kids.
Part of me really wishes he'd continued with his affair and moved out. I feel quite angry that all the work and decisionmaking about this is down to me.
This is doing my head in. Please anyone, any ideas about how to get unstuck with this? How do I get the clarity to make a decision and see it through?
TIA
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mugginsalert · 05/11/2017 15:23
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