I'm not even a drinker and feel like having a drink, will try not to though because I will definitely contact him if I do. I'm worried that I'm not dealing with it because I feel ok but I can't eat at all, this is day 4 of barely eating anything (I'm over a stone overweight so not wasting away), I hope I'm not burying my feelings because when they surface it will be so hard. Dsis called earlier and asked if I'd heard anything and it took all my willpower not to ask if she knew anything (ex very good friends with her dp), I've told her not to tell me anything. She will probably see him next week at a party so I've just said that if he talks to you just tell him I'm disgusted with his treatment of me and I don't want anything to do with him, he can go through her for access to ds. I don't want her to make a scene and I don't want him to know how much he's affected me (it will only boost his ego).
I think of him as a sort of succubus, he's sucked everything he could from me and when he drained me he moved on. I'm such an idiot for allowing him back in the first place, I should know better at my age.
He actually admitted he'd stayed at ow house a month or so ago (but nothing happened, just wanted to see dd - yeah right!). He'd been telling me how happy he was he got me back and he wouldn't do anything to jeopardise us, then after he'd stayed there he started being awkward to me to make me end things, he's such a coward.
withering it's exactly like being duped, they pretend to be one thing but are actually something else. How long have you managed to go without contact so far? Please try not to look st social media, it only causes you pain. It's only when we distance ourselves completely that we start healing. Also, if he's in a new relationship I doubt it will last, they rarely do, once the excitement dies down.
Ami was it you who posted the pic on the previous thread about how men and women deal with breakups? It is so accurate.