Changed name and will try to keep it short. Married 20 years 2 DC, DS away at uni, DD about to enter the last 2 years of school. DD is ASD and has had a lifetime of anxiety and mental health stuff. She is in quite a good place at the moment but becomes incredibly anxious if there is any marital conflict.
DH and I have lots in common- read the same books, enjoy each other's company, laugh at the same things, similar education and interests, close to each other's families and good sex life.
However we have completely different views on money and this has simmered away throughout our marriage. DH is very 'live for today', borrow for stuff we need, everything will be OK. He does not want to get old before he spends money on himself, as he saw his parents (now deceased) do. He says he is responsible because he has always worked full time and put all his earnings into our joint account. He inherited a good sum of money from his parents and has refused to invest it. It is currently sitting against our mortgage, not quite enough to pay it off.. We have had a wonderful family holiday with it and he has bought a few treats for himself (an elderly sports car).
I have a much more conservative view towards money, don't mind going without if it is for a bigger financial goal, and want more than anything to establish financial security for our dc. However we consistently outspend our income and I can see the inheritance dwindling down.
To avoid a dripfeed, I came into the marriage with more assets, but have not worked full-time since DC were born. I have carved out a good professional career but do not earn as much as DH and have always worked either 3 or 4 days. Now the DC are getting older I am getting caught up in care for my elderly mother who lives in another city.
DH is completely generous towards me - if I said 'I never want to work again, or I want a diamond ring, or to study in New York' he would immediately say 'go for it'. However we can't actually afford to live like this.
So at the moment I go about my daily life trying to save and cut costs and he goes about running them up.
A recent example. He needed a new phone. Went to a phone shop and came out having been upsold a new plan for our home internet, cable tv, incredibly expensive new tablet etc. Our monthly bill is now massively more. None of this was discussed with me.This keeps on giving because each month when the phone bill arrives I feel the same wave of fury.
I see him as flakey and wild with money and he sees me as a killjoy. I feel so tired of this and am beginning to consider how it would work if we separated. Then I think of the anguish this would cause the DC and my elderly mother etc. Running 2 households would leave us both worse off and I would probably have to work full-time. So do I suck it up and stay because it is mostly OK, leave and cause a lot of family pain, or continue to stay and feel infuriated?
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Differences in attitude to money- is it enough to leave over?
Russiantoffee · 19/09/2017 07:21
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