im probably being stupid, please tell me if i am
but i feel alone, and it's over something small
i play second best to my cousin in everything, he does nothing to help my grandma when i do, he doesn't even ring her or contact her, i do, but it's never enough, he still gets treated better than i do
i got my a levels 2 years ago when my grandad first got diagnosed with alzheimers, no card or anything off my gran, (i put it down to preoccupied) this year ive just got onto a degree at uni, still no nothing, yet my cousin has the same, a levels and uni this year, and today a card for him was mentioned, it makes me feel like shit, because nothing i do seems to be worthy.
his parents make everything about him, all the conversation, and it's all fine for that to happen, it's got to the point now where i don't even tell my family anything, because they genuinely don't seem to give a shit. id rather keep my business to myself than have someone who's bothered about no one but themselves just overshadow everything i do
sigh, im so fed up of shit
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lala349296 · 18/08/2017 02:33
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