Married fifteen years, two kids. Been unhappy and lonely for a long time. DH regularly emotionally abusive, constantly telling me I'm fucking useless. On a work thing and connected with someone and you can guess the rest. Unprotected, took the morning after pill. Now my head is reeling with shame and fear. What if the MAP doesn't work. What kind of person am I? Briefly I had a moment of feeling good about myself after years of not but I'm struggling with massive anxiety now, tipping into self loathing. I have no one to talk to hence the post.
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