I've posted before about exh and his complete lack of sensitivity ending our marriage and every day since.
Last night was the first time he stayed over at OWs that he's told me about and I haven't been able to get the image of them having sex out of my head.
I know it's ridiculous and completely damaging but I can't stop playing it over and over.
We had a huge fight earlier, he kicked DDs potty at me, it hit me on the shin, huge bruise now. I flew into a rage and slapped him, hit him, kicked him. So so ashamed but the anger and rage just flew out of me before I could stop it.
A neighbour let themselves into my house to tell us to stop because of the DC. It's just awful, such an appalling situation.
The fight came about because I was apparently giving him attitude as I hadn't asked how he was when he came to take DS to football.
I feel out of control, I barely sleep, I cry all the time, it's been 4 weeks and I am getting angrier by the day.
I hate who I am right now, my poor poor DC the things they've seen and heard
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How do I stop torturing myself?
Stuck16 · 14/05/2017 22:48
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